The more time I have and the more quietness I get I'm almost forced into this corner of my life that makes me think and reflect on everything over and over.
The thing that keeps getting to me is this thought "If there was to be a second Bible, would my story be great enough to be put in there?"
Now, I'm not saying there is going to be one, for the Bible we have is here to last this whole life- I'm just asking myself if what I'm doing now would be something God would want to teach others about. Would I be the beggar on the steps of the synagogue, get healed and praise God for the rest of my days (hypathetically)? Or would I be used as a parable to teach how to not be, like the seeds growing among weeds?
Its hard for a lot of people, even me, to comprehend that every story can relate in a way. Its our guide, its our light.
Recently, i read the book of Revalations in all its wonder and majesticness. It's so crazy to think that that stuff will occur on the very ground we walk on. For me, since we don't know when all this is gonna go down, its hard to me to pin point what story I could be. It scares me, because I dont know how to prepare the rest of my life. Do I just drop everything to get prepared for the coming of these events to occur soon? Screw college, lets get the book of Revalations going!
If my story was in the Bible, I could only hope that it would be that I conquered my own weaknesses and sins through Jesus Christ. I pray that every day I'll grow stronger.
